Okay, so I have officially begun a new chapter in my (our) life. I am now officially done as a youth pastor, and am putting all of my energy into trying to help people see and follow the true, untarnished, non-religious, and full of love Jesus. I have to admit that I'm a little in awe of the unknown, and ready to see what comes my way next. It's a strange feeling knowing that you really don't know what the future holds, but have a peace about it anyway. This change of life, as well as a blog I read lately (click here for Breona's cool blog) have led me down a road that is making me wonder about what makes us who we really are.
I've had enough dreadful things happen in life that I'm sure they all influenced me and left me a little scarred, but I've also had a tremendous amount of love, care, and concern in my life and I'm sure that has left its mark as well. I'm sure much of the love, care, and concern were probably there without me even knowing it. Either way, it's all effected me is some way or another.
I really hate it when people wish they could go back and change their lives. I mean, I wish I could change some things in high school (LOL!). . .just kidding. Anyway, what I meant was, I'm glad for the good and the bad, because it has led me to this place and time right here, right now. I also believe that all of these things have been allowed into my life to make me who I am, and it's all been done for a reason. I also believe that it's wonderful to look back at the major points of life and see why they effected you the way they did. It helps me see why I react the way I do sometimes, and in a moment of brilliance it even helps me to change for the better. . .I hope.
Anyway, I didn't want to take a long time, just wanted to get this thought out there and see where it takes you. I guess I hope it makes you think about life, your history, and how blessed you may be. I hope it makes you smile to know that there is something out there pushing you to this very moment in time. Also, if you feel that you are in the midst of one of the crappy times, I hope it gives you a measure of hope for what is coming next. In my worldview, everything can be used for good, crappy situation or not.
Grace and Peace. . .Phatkat ><>
All good things must come to an end
2 months ago
2 comments:
no regrets :)
I totally agree with you man. I think I've told you before, but in my last year of high school I lived in a motel without running water, heat, or electricity. I realized in that time that if I can't embrace those situations and recognize how they mold my character, I would never be able walk away better than I had been. Despite the fact that no one should have to live like that, I wouldn't take that winter back for anything. Since then every disaster I'm faced with looks like no more than an adventure. It is awesome to be faced with the unknown and the only thing you can feel is excitement for what He has in store for you.
I bet that is what really gets God excited is seeing that when He gives us a challenge we get excited about it.
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